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this is it. [Jul. 31st, 2010|12:51 am]
[Current Mood |goodgood]

all good things must come to an end right? school's ending, and so is my lj.
i've been writing somewhere else where i feel more inspired actually so leave me a comment if you're still interested to read. if not, adios amigos. thanks for the memories :)
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HELP! [Jul. 17th, 2010|11:52 pm]
 
 
 

 
Hey guys, as part of my final year project, my team and I are raising funds for HOME's migrant workers' shelters. These workers often find themselves in destitute circumstances when they experience abuse. The shelters are important because they provide them with an environment for emotional healing and support in the aftermath of their abuse.

In the words of the great Dr Seuss, "Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better."

So help us in the effort to house them. Doing good is just a mouse-click away! http://www.give.sg/TeamGIVE/Home-Campaigners/causathon. Thank you!
 

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Back to basics. [Jun. 28th, 2010|04:04 am]
[Current Mood |coldcold]

We've had long, enlightening philosophical discussions + hilarious banters. So why is it that all I want from you now is a simple, “Hey. What’s up?”
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Possibly my favourite verse. [Jun. 5th, 2010|07:42 pm]
[Current Mood |melancholymelancholy]


"It may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know. Everything Allah chooses for you; from good or evil, is for your benefit. Whatever occurred to you could not have missed you. And what missed you could never have reached you."

— The Holy Quran, 2:216

Some things in life are really beyond my control and this verse keeps me going when my days are not so good. Hope it does the same for you too.


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Before I forget how it feels like. [May. 7th, 2010|03:46 pm]
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuatku terdiam dan terpaku

If there's a year that I'm especially in tune with my Malay/Indon roots, it's 2010 alright. Had a blast in KL for the Anugerah Juara Lagu, mingled with Malaysian celebs (never thought I'll say that ever) & of course I met my two lelaki melayu terakhir, Fahrin and Awal heehee. I also realised how very beautiful some malay songs are. :)

Two weeks ago, I decided to head to Ungu's concert. I've always liked some of Ungu's songs, especially the lyrics. Indon songs have a softer approach in the way they describe feelings and I like it better than most Malay songs. Err am I making sense? You'll know what I mean la if you listen to Indon songs. The lead singer Pasha is also SUPER ADORABLE, with lips I would really like to kiss. HAHA! He is really what a lead singer should be like - so charismatic, entertaining and dynamic. Not to mention, passionate. Teehee. He kept touching himself and did the whole aaaaaaaaaaah and oooooohhs. I almost died, I swear. Giggled like crazy with my kickass girlfriends. Fun night!

Pasha: Siapa dapat jawapan betul akan dinikahin Onci. Kalau yang laki- laki, bisa dinikahi Enda ya…

So cute lah. Enda is his bassist whom he loves to bully! Or maybe he's really gay? Haha. But I want to marry Pasha can? Hee.

Pasha's inability to speak English well is also cuteness.

Pasha: Kamu tahu bingung itu apa yah?
Audience: Confused!
Pasha: Kamu jgn coba- coba ajarin saya ya bahasa Inggeris ya. Enda, mari sini!


And Enda became the walking English dictionary for Pasha. Hilarious!
 


mmm he looks so good in blue.


told you he was touching himself :P hee.




And of course, he just HAD to come out with a blazer. *DIES

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good times. [Apr. 11th, 2010|02:13 am]
[Current Mood |contentcontent]

relishing arnolds chicken + enjoying icecream + laughing so hard that i snorted two times and hit my back + talking in minah lingo + trying out pretty kebayas at tanjong katong complex (hahaha random at its best) = one of the best nights everrrrrrr.

i don't even care that i was at fricken paya lebar on a saturday night. everything is just better with awesome company and this one's definitely for keeps! :)

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Love is so short, forgetting is so long. [Apr. 4th, 2010|12:44 am]
[Current Mood |sleepysleepy]
[Current Music |Colbie Caillat - I never told you]

"Sometimes when I look at you, I feel like I'm gazing at a distant star. It's dazzling, but the light is from tens of thousands of years ago. Maybe the star doesn't even exist anymore. Yet sometimes that light seems more real to me than anything."

- Haruki Murakami
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my parents. [Mar. 27th, 2010|11:32 pm]
[Current Mood |mellowmellow]
[Current Music |Lifehouse - Everything]





I love this picture of my parents, taken during my mom's birthday dinner last month. Spent the entire day out with them yesterday and there were moments when I just wanted to weep like a baby. My dad is now a splitting image of my late grandpa and so is my mom. She is looking more and more like my late grandma. Their aging process is something I havent been dealing with quite well but hey, I am trying. I find it strange that I'm now capable of understanding them though. Even if I don't agree with some of the things they say or do, I understand. That said, I still get easily emotional just thinking about my parents and the future.I feel this urgent need to be there for them, more so now than ever before. It feels like everything else will have to take a backseat.

“Keredhaan Allah datang dari keredhaan kedua orang tua kita” - Nur Kasih, Episode 15.


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in a sea of heart-shaped faces. [Mar. 23rd, 2010|01:49 am]
[Current Mood |confusedconfused]

“You want nothing when you are trying to forget the something that is everything.”

wow srsly sometimes people can say the most awesome of things and it just hits a spot right there.
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Deeeeeeelightful moment. [Mar. 14th, 2010|12:51 am]
[Current Mood |sillysilly]

You swept me off my feet, you blew my mind away, you spinned me around and you made me feel so alive, in ways that i can't even begin to describe. But that's all you, stranger. Me? I don't know.. how and when did I get so fearless? :/


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